We won!

Mar. 8th, 2026 08:04 am
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12 games into our 20-game season, Kodiaks 2 finally notched up a win! We beat Lee Valley Vampires 1-0 last night. That single goal was scored with about ten minutes to go, and it was a long ten minutes, and especially a long last minute on the bench after my final shift, waiting to see if we'd do it. I was literally crying in the post-game huddle and handshake line. This team, this team that we dragged into existence in the face of multiple obstacles, this amazing bunch of women. We won, we won, we won.

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load-bearing tv shows

Mar. 5th, 2026 10:16 pm
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I've been trying to use the computer less and just watch TV (about 8 feet away instead of one foot), to give my eyes a break.

So I've watched and enjoyed:
Plur1bus. Absolutely loved this.
Severance. Such an interesting premise and great acting.
Starfleet Academy. yay!
Task Master Australia (1-3 so far)
The Lost Bus (survival movie)
Come See Me in the Good Light (documentary)
The Pitt.

I watched a season of "Shrinking," a half hour comedy/drama, but I am not sure it's really my thing. It's hard when the main guy is annoying and you feel like you're watching for the secondary characters.

Not much else new. I remain pretty sick but, I remind myself, less sick than I was last year. High points are talking to friends and petting the animals.
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From a discussion of what parts of something on-topic-for-Menachos are essential, we get discussions of what's essential for the Menorah, Sifrei Torah, mezuzas, tefillin, and tzitzis! Four of those are very practical!

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Endings in sight

Mar. 5th, 2026 07:56 am
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The university hockey season is nearly over. Huskies have played our last league game (I say 'our' but I was actually playing with Warbirds in a different city at the time), Varsity is coming up Saturday week, and then there's Nationals in April before we move into summer ice training. We had our Varsity dinner on Tuesday in Clare College and I became sharply aware during that evening that all things come to an end and some people will graduate this summer and leave. This is a university, people are always arriving and leaving, but it's nearly thirty years since I first arrived in Cambridge and I'm still not used to friends leaving.

Group photo in Clare College

I love everyone in this photograph (and a couple more teammates who didn't make it to the dinner).

Varsity: Saturday 14 March, tickets go on general sale at noon today, I didn't make the Huskies ("mixed 2nds") Varsity squad but I'm playing in the alumni game and helping out with (at least) Huskies and Women's Blues.

in my thug era

Mar. 4th, 2026 08:24 am
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This is possibly my favourite photo yet of me playing ice hockey:

Photo from an ice hockey game illustrating non-checking doesn't mean non-contact

  1. In women's hockey I am big
  2. We play non-checking, that doesn't mean non-contact. I am entirely legally shoving that attacking player away from the net.
  3. See how far the goalie is from the net? My linemate and I cleared the puck on that occasion. The visiting team scored 20 goals on us (ouch), but not that one.

2025 book meme

Mar. 3rd, 2026 12:02 am
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Previous years' memes: 2024, 2023

1. How many books did you read this year? Any trends in genre/length/themes/etc?
69 (nice). I think I read slightly more romance and "older" classics this year, but otherwise it was an ordinary one.

2. What are your Top 3 books that you read this year for the first time?
- Inventing the Renaissance: Myths of a Golden Age by Ada Palmer. A pop history about the Renaissance and the idea that it was somehow a glorious break from the medieval past. Palmer is both a serious historian, a fan (in *exactly* the fannish sense) of some of the people she writes about, and a stellar novelist, which means this book is an in-depth fun read.
- The Everlasting by Alix E. Harrow. Time travel fantasy about the national heroine and the historian sent back in time to write The original primary source about her.
- Fire Weather: A True Story from a Hotter World by John Vaillant. Intensely lyrical nonfiction book about the 2016 Fort McMurray boreal fire.

Runners up in no particular order: Elder Race by Adrian Tchaikovsky, Proto by Laura Spinney, Women's Work: The First 20,000 Years by Elizabeth Wayland Barber.

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Fleeting reunions

Mar. 2nd, 2026 06:26 pm
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I had a little run of "brief meetings with old hockey friends" in the last two weekends. A few words, a hug, sometimes just a wave in passing while we both briefly occupied the same ice rink. All of them put a smile on my face.

Saturday before last was the Varsity matchup between Oxford Vikings A and Cambridge Narwhals at Cambridge rink, before my Kodiaks 2 team played visiting team Invicta Dynamics. Three of my tournament buddies from Biarritz were on the Vikings team. The next day Kodiaks were away at Bristol. I had an expected brief chat with my friend C from Hull camp but also complete surprise appearances from M who coaches Hull camp and goalie J, both of whom are tournament buddies. M was there with the away team for the previous game, J now lives in Bristol, which I theoretically knew but had forgotten.

Saturday just gone I had an evening game in Peterborough with Warbirds. I arrived a bit early and saw the previous game in progress: Phantoms Dev women were playing Streatham Storm Dev (my first ever hockey team). I recognised the jerseys first, and then a bunch of the faces. I dumped my kit in the changing room and went to lurk next to their bench and cheer them on for their last ten minutes. The timing worked out for me to see the end of their game (they won!) and walk with them back to their changing room before I needed to join Warbirds in ours.

To-read pile, 2026, February

Mar. 1st, 2026 08:00 am
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Books on pre-order:

  1. Platform Decay (Murderbot 8) by Martha Wells (5 May)
  2. Radiant Star (Imperial Radch) by Ann Leckie (12 May)
  3. Unrivaled (Game Changers 7) by Rachel Reid (1 Jun 2027)

The release of the third Heated Rivalry book - which was only announced in January after the TV adaptation got wildly popular - is pushed back by eight months. I'm assuming this is to allow Rachel Reid more time to finish it and/or engage with the adaptation of the second book, The Long Game.

Books acquired in February: none (wow)

Borrowed books read in February:

  1. The Hidden Oracle (Trials of Apollo 1) by Rick Riordan [3]
  2. Camp Half-Blood Confidential by Rick Riordan [3]
  3. The Dark Prophecy (Trials of Apollo 2) by Rick Riordan [3]
  4. The Burning Maze (Trials of Apollo 3) by Rick Riordan [3]
  5. The Tyrant's Tomb (Trials of Apollo 4) by Rick Riordan [3]
  6. Camp Jupiter Confidential by Rick Riordan [3]
  7. The Tower of Nero (Trials of Apollo 5) by Rick Riordan [3]
  8. The Singer of Apollo (Percy Jackson and the Olympians 5.5) by Rick Riordan

It's been a really intense month, mostly with ice hockey commitments, so what reading I have managed has been entirely the ongoing Riordan read-through. Trials of Apollo successfully grows Apollo from intensely irritating in the first few chapters of the first book to someone I cried over in the last book. Plus I have now watched both seasons of the Disney+ adaptation of Percy Jackson and the Olympians and oh boy do I have Opinions, especially on the second season. They get a lot of details right, the casting is excellent, and yet they get the heart of the story so so wrong. (Will I still watch season 3 when it comes out? Probably! Maybe they won't mess it up as badly?)

Anyway. Onward into March.

[3] Physical book

Olympic ice hockey finals

Feb. 28th, 2026 05:17 pm
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Both finals ended up being USA-Canada. Both finals I expected USA were more likely to win, actually wanted Canada to win, felt it was possible Canada might actually win for a majority of the game, only to have USA win in 3v3 OT. I didn't manage to watch either game entirely conventionally.

The women's final was on at the same time as Women's Blues "strength and conditioning" at the university sports centre. (The team gets an hour a week in term time in the Team Training Room, supervised by a personal trainer who's developed a programme for us to follow that's tailored to the needs of ice hockey. I love it, it's such a great perk of playing for the university.) My friend C and I arrived early and asked Will the PT to get the game up on the big screen, so we could follow it while we trained, and it was very exciting. A hardcore of about six of us then watched the last five minutes or so of the second period on a laptop at the end of the room, and then scattered at speed to bike to our respective destinations before the third period started.

The men's final took place while I was driving a large vehicle full of Kodiaks to Bristol (nine people: eight players with kits, one coach). My phone was paired to the car sound system, and I had the iPlayer coverage playing through it from our last pickup point (because obviously I didn't want to be messing with my phone while on the motorway). We had about half an hour of curling commentary that we only half-listened to, and then I turned up the volume for the game itself. With excellent timing, the game-winning goal was scored when we were a few minutes away from arriving at Bristol ice rink. I would still like to watch back at least the highlights of the game and actually see the bits of skating that had the commentators get especially excited.

bless you Chuck Tingle

Feb. 27th, 2026 09:10 am
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for your latest work: Not Pounded By This T-Rex On The USA Men’s Hockey Team Because It Turns Out He’s A MAGA Dork

(I had a full body "you go here TOO?" reaction when I saw that title, haha)

If you've managed to avoid being aware of the latest way men's hockey has been highly disappointing, please continue in blissful ignorance and/or consider watching a PWHL game this weekend, but I'll take this moment of crossover fandom for the comfort it is.

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Feb. 24th, 2026 11:17 am
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It's the Independence Day of my country again. (It is also the fourth anniversary of the war in Ukraine.)

I've done the "looking at a flag at 7:32 when I could sleep in instead" thing that is my favorite of the Independence Day traditions, so now it's time for my second favorite, the yearly patriotismposting.

I've linked my favorite music these past years. This year I thought about poetry. Therefore:
"the quiet sonnet" by Julius Juurmaa, one of my favorite poems, translated by yours truly
six poems by Marie Under, one of my country's poetry titans of the 20th century, according to the comments translated by W Matthews

(It somehow feels very appropriate that the latter post has both "Ecstasy", which is even hornier in the original*, and "Christmas Greetings 1941", which is heartbreaking. The duality of the 20th century.)

(* please imagine being a teenager in high school, where the literature classes cover the country's lit in roughly chronological order. A lot of the local poetry so far has been variations of "nature is pretty great", "Jesus is also pretty great" and "liberty would be pretty great, if we had any". Then Marie Under comes in with a steel chair of "I have sex and it's great". A lasting impression, that.)

an asideI also... keep thinking about the way patriotism feels so different in English and my native language. I tend to float in sort of left-leaning contexts in Anglophone internet, and those are often allergic to nationalism for very obvious reasons. Which aren't even wrong. And yet, it means that in English I worry about sounding like one of those worrisome nationalists when I'm talking about patriotism.

To quote Orwell, "By ‘patriotism’ I mean devotion to a particular place and a particular way of life, which one believes to be the best in the world but has no wish to force on other people. Patriotism is of its nature defensive, both militarily and culturally. Nationalism, on the other hand, is inseparable from the desire for power."

This definition of patriotism is what I feel about my country and my language and my way of life. I think they're pretty great (even if could probably be improved, such is the nature of anything). I don't think they're reserved to some closed in-group that one must be born in. I also don't think everyone should think they're pretty great exactly the way I do.


Happy birthday, country. You're imperfect, but my favorite.

"the quiet sonnet" by Julius Juurmaa

Feb. 24th, 2026 10:38 am
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ft the original, my translation, and some notes

tasane sonett
november
     koit
       on ülal karge udu
ja õhus sõnu värskeid, mullaseid
vaid tuulevaikus varjab linnaradu
kui lehti jälitab kuldkollaseid

vist ainus hääbuv heli sel akordil
on hõbevalge varjukuju-kuu
nii oma tõelusele loodud tornil
kuukiirte selges säras
          varjutu

ma igapäevakangast kootud katust
veel paikama pean unistustega
veel vaevu hoides vaos kannatamatust
et naasta tuppa päiksetõusuga

ja jälle röövida Sind une sülest
ma vaatan maha
        Sina vaatad üles


the quiet sonnet
november. dawn. there's a chill mist above
and some fresh still earthy words in the air
only the lull of wind is cloaking the city streets
as it pursues the golden leaves

perhaps the only fading sound of this chord
is the silverwhite silhouette of the moon
standing on the tower of its own realness
in the clear light of the moon, shadowless

the roof made of cloth-of-everyday
still needs to be patched with dreams
I am barely containing my impatience
to come back inside with the sunrise

and to rob you from the arms of sleep
I look down. You are looking up


Translator's notes:
  • The original is a formally perfect Shakespearean sonnet (iambic pentameter, ABAB CDCD EFEF GG rhyme scheme). I forced three lines of my translation into iambic pentameter, looked at the atrocity I had wrought and decided to Not.
  • Third stanza: the narrator is actually patching the roof in the original, not just noting it needs done. I couldn't get that to work while keeping the "cloth-of-everyday/dreams" bit in the right order.
  • Final line: it reads slightly ambiguous to me in the original, because the direction of the narrator's gaze can be translated as both "I look down" and "I look at the ground" (the addressee is looking up sans complications). Do their eyes actually meet? I don't know, and I have been thinking about this question for nearly two decades at this point.


The author, Julius Juurmaa, has published one poetry collection ("Kuidas joonistada küsimust"/How to Draw a Question, in 2010, my short review is at the end of this 2023 post), plus some poetry in literary magazines here and there. He is having a fruitful non-literary career according to DuckDuckGo. If my memory is correct, this particular poem was first published in the long-defunct magazine Muusa way back in 2008. But I may be wrong.

"Lumos." (Harry Potter) G

Feb. 23rd, 2026 03:43 pm
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Title: Lumos.
Author: [personal profile] lannamichaels
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Series: Part 1 of Leontes Granger
Pairing: Hermione Granger/Neville Longbottom
Rating: G
Archives: Archive Of Our Own, SquidgeWorld

Summary: Leontes Granger is sorted into Gryffindor. A boy!Hermione fic.


Unexpected longfic! )

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